So Much Pivot

Its been a lot of pivoting lately but not for my mr. He has undergone another surgery. I miss having him home. Its been a lot of back and forth to where he’s at. I’m working on keeping things together at home and trying to keep that needle moving towards our goals. Trying to keep the trickle on with our businesses. Progress has slowed down but that’s ok. I’m not worried about it because this is life. I trust the Universe to guide us along this path we are on currently and that we’ll come out good on the other side. Is this a difficult time? Yes. Does it suck? Yes. But I won’t let it get me down. I just have to change the pace and that is ok. Not everything gets done at the speed we desire. But it will get done. We will make it to that place we see.

One thing I’ve had to be very conscious about is taking care of myself while he is being taken care of. I was really burning myself out at the beginning of all of this. It was my sweetheart that took me by the hand and made me aware of just how close to crash out I was getting. So, I promised to take extra time at home in the morning and evening to rest, care for my knees that were getting cranky, eat something other than drive thru, and refill the well as best as I could. Most importantly I promised to not feel guilty or at least to get over it as quickly as I could. I can report that I have been keeping that promise.

It also helps that we have a great circle of friends and family. They check in and send all good mojo and prayers. Ask if we need anything and mean it. I’m very grateful for the beautiful souls around me.

This is a crazy time, personally and nationally, globally. I think we are all just doing our best to get through, to make a difference where we can, and take care of ourselves so we can continue on in this world, to try to leave it better than when we found it. Don’t forget to practice your pivot.